Well
i have been busy :)I have designed a badge that i now need to get made, to use as a swap at the Centenary Camp at the beginning of August (and to sell or swap inbetween now and then!)
Woop :) well proud of it!
Also yesterday got my CRB emailed off for guiding :)
And spoke to my district commissioner (DC) about starting my Queens Guide Award (she said to email the QG county person, and that she would be willing to be my mentor!)
And we talked about what unit i can join to be a young leader at and start my ALQ :)
i feel so organised!
...
until i get home. Mums house is... Neat... too neat for my likeing (so neat that to me, it just doesn't feel like home... or rather, it doesn't feel like my home)
She keeps telling me to tidy my room - i have one pile of notebooks and i think at the time i had my dressing gown on the floor! it doesnt get much more tidy! Its called MY room for a reason - cos its mine not hers!
Grrrr
sorry - had to let that out of my system!
*and breathe*
This might explain for the chunk of eyebrow i obliterated yesterday.
i had been getting better - just through being more conscious of what im doing... most of the time :/
However lots of mixed up teenagery emotions are not helping! Neither are the looks i see mum give me across the tea table (being the only meal i eat with them...) Its horrible - she gets this calculating look come across her face and you can see her eyes darting across my face. The worst bit is i dont think she realises she is doing it, or that i can tell exactly what she is doing!
ARRRGGGHHH!
anyway
i have to be out of the house at 6.25 tomorrow, so need to go and get my sleep!!!
Woop :) well proud of it!
Also yesterday got my CRB emailed off for guiding :)
And spoke to my district commissioner (DC) about starting my Queens Guide Award (she said to email the QG county person, and that she would be willing to be my mentor!)
And we talked about what unit i can join to be a young leader at and start my ALQ :)
i feel so organised!
...
until i get home. Mums house is... Neat... too neat for my likeing (so neat that to me, it just doesn't feel like home... or rather, it doesn't feel like my home)
She keeps telling me to tidy my room - i have one pile of notebooks and i think at the time i had my dressing gown on the floor! it doesnt get much more tidy! Its called MY room for a reason - cos its mine not hers!
Grrrr
sorry - had to let that out of my system!
*and breathe*
This might explain for the chunk of eyebrow i obliterated yesterday.
i had been getting better - just through being more conscious of what im doing... most of the time :/
However lots of mixed up teenagery emotions are not helping! Neither are the looks i see mum give me across the tea table (being the only meal i eat with them...) Its horrible - she gets this calculating look come across her face and you can see her eyes darting across my face. The worst bit is i dont think she realises she is doing it, or that i can tell exactly what she is doing!
ARRRGGGHHH!
anyway
i have to be out of the house at 6.25 tomorrow, so need to go and get my sleep!!!
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