1. Dont buy any chocolate:
Fail.
although i do buy a considerable amount less! - but i realised that with the amount of sport i do i sometimes need the quick fix of chocolate to have enough sugar in me!
2. Read the Bible
Well... im currently on feb 18th - tho i was on feb 10th like 3 days ago, i am going for a catch-up! Many days spent reading on the bus... i am determined to keep this one at least!
3. Become less of an uncontrollable trichster
well, at times i have been alright - and then something will happen which ruins it! (gotta love the family -.- )
Its just so frustrating that if i go into a 'deep' pulling session there isn't the want to stop. this means that i just keep going - a couple of weeks ago i pulled for at least 3 hours - continuous :/ I can see now that that obviously isn't good/normal behavior, but at the time i just didn't care!
well that and partly i don't seam to have any idea of timing - i can't guess at how long 10 minutes is or anything like that - i am meant to go to study skills at college because they think that i have a problem with time management - which to me implies that i don't [in theory] know how best to spend my time effectively - but it is more that i don't know how long things take! for instance when i pull it can feel like 5 min and its actually been 30min, or it can feel like 10min and has only been 1min... i feel like that is the sort of thing i should say to them, however i don't think i would be able to explain it without bringing trich into it, and then that opens up a whole can of worms that i don't want to go into at college...
4 to do at least 1 blog per month!
i have created a new - new years resolution (ignore the time of year!) as yeah, i think it could lead to great things - if i actually stick at it! ;)
Ok, so in brief - i'm a college student and i've had trichotillomania since i was about 7... (literal translation meaning hair pulling madness)This blog is a way of helping me to explore why i have it, and record my thoughts/feelings about it (and the rest of my life!). I don't really care if i get any followers as this is a personal journey, that i am willing to share with others who may be going through similar experiences! (however far and few between we are!)
Showing posts with label New years resolution. Show all posts
Showing posts with label New years resolution. Show all posts
Sunday, 3 April 2011
Thursday, 30 December 2010
New Years Resolutions!
So
yes
It's that time of year again!
always seams to sneak up on you...
i remember at primary school and secondary school, and come to think of it last year at college - always being told to come up with your new years resolution
but surely if there is any chance of it sticking you shouldnt have to be forced to come up with it? and it shouldnt have to happen at one time of year!
but anyway... here are my new years resolutions... ish (tradition is tradition...)
1. Not to buy any chocolate all year
*note - i'm not being foolish and saying i won't eat any - just i won't buy it! It's nothing to do with being healthy - trying to save my money! ;)
2. Read the bible
Yes
All of it.
My youth group is going through it - we have the Soul Survivor copy so its the bible all jumbled up, but its still the bible :p
3. Stop being an uncontrollable Trichster.
Yes i'll admit it i dont mind the idea of being a trichster all my life, however i want to be able to control it... yes that may mean that i then technically wouldn't be a trichster but... ooo now im confused! *and bring the hands back to the keyboard* ...
So
I've confessed mine
and it is written
now i just have to do the hard bit - actually sticking to them!!!
Wish me luck ;)
yes
It's that time of year again!
always seams to sneak up on you...
i remember at primary school and secondary school, and come to think of it last year at college - always being told to come up with your new years resolution
but surely if there is any chance of it sticking you shouldnt have to be forced to come up with it? and it shouldnt have to happen at one time of year!
but anyway... here are my new years resolutions... ish (tradition is tradition...)
1. Not to buy any chocolate all year
*note - i'm not being foolish and saying i won't eat any - just i won't buy it! It's nothing to do with being healthy - trying to save my money! ;)
2. Read the bible
Yes
All of it.
My youth group is going through it - we have the Soul Survivor copy so its the bible all jumbled up, but its still the bible :p
3. Stop being an uncontrollable Trichster.
Yes i'll admit it i dont mind the idea of being a trichster all my life, however i want to be able to control it... yes that may mean that i then technically wouldn't be a trichster but... ooo now im confused! *and bring the hands back to the keyboard* ...
So
I've confessed mine
and it is written
now i just have to do the hard bit - actually sticking to them!!!
Wish me luck ;)
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